She.
♥ She's 21. She's full of craps.
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♥ Life is simple, just not easy.
♥ The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything they just make the most of everything that comes
along their way.
♥ You can close your eyes to things you don't
want to see, but you can't close your heart to
the things you don't want to feel.
♥ Things change, people change, and it doesn't mean you forget the past or try to cover it up. It simply means that you move on and treasure the memories. Letting go doesn't mean giving up... it means accepting that some things weren't meant to be.
♥ If today was perfect there would be no need for tomorrow.
♥ Never regret something that made you smile
♥ The only reason people hold onto memories so tight is because memories are the only things that dont change; when everybody else does.
♥ Everybody wants happiness, nobody wants pain. But you can't have a rainbow without a little rain
11:06 PM
Wednesday, November 30, 2005
Dear diary,
something good happened today
something unexpected
but,
i'm trying not to hold on to it
cos these moments
come, get lost and go far
3:15 PM
Tuesday, November 29, 2005
argh! my gluteal hurts!
all becos of yesterday's bike
da seat so hard sia
today went to watch,
i am sam
at library
during break and biofund lec!
haha..
da story very sad seh
shld i story a bit bout da show?
hmm..
thinking twice,
maybe not
2 1/2 hr show sia
haha
orite sayonara!
3:55 PM
Monday, November 28, 2005
Freaking tired today
went east coast park,
with my sec skool frens
it feels so good,
after so long nvr meet
went cycling
and took a lot of pics
oh ya jus now at tm,
saw an ang moh guy
so cute!
he was dressed like,
da show in 'Rome'
and we took pic with him!
haha..
i'm now watching,
a nice hindi movie
mere ya shaadi hai
a story,
a love triangle
how a guy and a gal
who love each other
yet nvr express,
da gal almost end up with another guy
but in da end,
they got together
so touching!
if only, in life
we could have such
a happy ending
4:10 PM
Sunday, November 27, 2005
didnt do much today
just sit at home,
watch tv
went to my uncle's hse for a while
yesterday didnt blog
reached home at 11 plus
den need to do,
da stupid tcs
20 comprehension to do sia
though mcqs,
still freaking a lot..
but who cares
i only did a few,
abt 6 or more
i also dunno
4:00 PM
Friday, November 25, 2005
Things have changed
though small,
yet matters a lot to me
just a glance of happiness
is enough..
cos i know
it's not meant to be mine
some things if cant be owned,
just fantasize it
dream it
dat's all it takes
Today as usual,
i slept in lec
haha..
biofund lec reli made me
fall asleep
i skipped maths
i knew i'm gonna doze off
so why bother going
went to library
n watch dvd
2:54 PM
Thursday, November 24, 2005
Finally,
i've watched harry potter!
haha..
went to watch with..
raz,idris and fahmy
da show was very long
but not so bad la
better than da previous one
oh my god..
cedric diggory is so handsome!
almost cried when he died
so sad sia
alright need to study ah
tmr got java!
argh!
3:55 PM
Wednesday, November 23, 2005
Yesterday,
saw sth dat shocked me
not say reli shocked,
curious to be exact
shld i ask him?
or shld i not?
i seriously dunno
hai..
Aniwae i'd like to share this song
nice song by kelly clarkson
very meaningful lyrics
"Because Of You"I will not make the same mistakes that you didI will not let myselfCause my heart so much miseryI will not break the way you did,You fell so hardI've learned the hard wayTo never let it get that far(Chorus)Because of youI never stray too far from the sidewalkBecause of youI learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurtBecause of youI find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around meBecause of youI am afraidI lose my wayAnd it's not too long before you point it outI cannot cryBecause I know that's weakness in your eyesI'm forced to fakeA smile, a laugh everyday of my lifeMy heart can't possibly breakWhen it wasn't even whole to start with(Chorus)I watched you dieI heard you cry every night in your sleepI was so youngYou should have known better than to lean on meYou never thought of anyone elseYou just saw your painAnd now I cry in the middle of the nightFor the same damn thingBecause of youI never stray too far from the sidewalkBecause of youI learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurtBecause of youI try my hardest just to forget everythingBecause of youI don't know how to let anyone else inBecause of youI'm ashamed of my life because it's emptyBecause of youI am afraidBecause of youBecause of you
3:45 PM
Tuesday, November 22, 2005
Lesson start at 10am
and what time i woke up?
10 am
haha..
luckily my dad woke me up
i was freaking tired,
didnt even realise
dat i off da alarm
some of them also
seems so tired today
quite hard to pay attn
aniwae,
i went for a run in da evening
after like 2 mths nvr run,
finally i'm back on track
haha..
but i only managed
bout 1.2km
my chest so pain sia,
during my 4th round
so long nvr run already
aites,
my bed's calling me rite now
sayonara!
4:10 AM
Monday, November 21, 2005
Freaking tired today
just reached home at 11.30pm
went jalan raya with my bie friends
we booked a mini bus,
covered quite a lot of houses
last stop was at bukit batok sia..
tmr got skool
and i still havent do my tcs hw
worst still,
i dunno where i put it!
but who cares
just gonna do da usual thing
copy!
haha..
gonna turn in now la
so sleepy[yawn..]
chotto..
nites!
4:00 AM
Sunday, November 20, 2005
"If It's Lovin' That You Want"I want to let you knowThat you don't have to goDon't wonder no moreWhat I think about youIf it's loving that you wantThen you should make me your girl, your girl(Chorus)If it's loving that you needThen baby come and share my world, share my worldIf it's loving that you wantThen come and take a walk with me, with meCause, everything that you need, I got it right here baby, babyNow it's obvious you need a friend to come hold you downBe that one you share your everything when no one's aroundBaby come tell me your secrets, and tell me all your dreams'Cause I can see you need someone to trustYou can trust in meDi di di di da da deySo just call me whenever your lonelyDi di di di da da deyI'll be your friend, I can be your homey(Chorus)It been so long I've had this feelingThat we could beEverything we've ever wanted babyYour fantasyI won't push to hard or break your heart'Cause my love's sincereI'm not like any other girl you knowSo let me erase your fearsDi di di di da da deySo just call me whenever your lonelyDi di di di da da deyI'll be your friend, I can be your homey(Chorus x2)Di di di di da da deySo just call me whenever your lonelyDi di di di da da deyI'll be your friend, I can be your homey(Chorus)I want to let you knowThat you don't have to goDon't wonder no moreWhat I think about youWhat I think about you boyI got what you need so come share my world oh
3:25 PM
Saturday, November 19, 2005
Few days nvr blog already
haha..
today went to watch movie
with mas,baba n radhiah
Just like heaven!!!
oh my god!
it's so nice..
funny,
and so romantic
next,
i wanna watch harry potter!
haha..
maybe next wk ah
alright chotto!
3:45 PM
Tuesday, November 15, 2005
Feeling rather happy,
got present frm a friend
it's nice
today skool only for 2 hrs sia
shldnt have come
somemore nvr take attendance
but nvr mind
i went out with my friends
to suntec
doing some window shopping
haha..
i'm tired
gonna sleep ah
tmr 8am sia
hai..
3:35 PM
Monday, November 14, 2005
Shopping again today!
haha..
with my bro,
we went to marina square
then to bugis
then to tamp
dat's not da end of 'then to'..
haha..
then we went to changi village
with my family n granparents
eat until my stomach
till cant fill anything nimore!
4:30 PM
Saturday, November 12, 2005
I dream of the winter in my heart turning to springWhile the ice gives way under my feetAnd so I drown with the sunI've been been burning in water and drowning in flameTo prove you wrong and scare you awayI have never minded the one back homeYour heart under the roseI open my eyes with a sigh of reliefAs the warmth of summer sunlight dances around meThat's you with the leaves in your handsI've been been burning in water and drowning in flameTo prove you wrong and scare you awayI have never minded the one back homeYour heart under the roseSong by HIM
a very nice song
love da lyrics
i've been burning in water
n drowning in flame..
haha
3:34 PM
Thursday, November 10, 2005
Feel so tired today
Went to watch Flightplan
with mas n baba
da show super nice sia!
after dat did some shopping
haha..
at 6pm, went back to skool for cds lec..
B-O-R-I-N-G
yawn..so sleepy,
my bed calling me rite now
cannot tahan already
ciao!
3:35 PM
Wednesday, November 09, 2005
Konichiwwa
haha..
today was my first jap lesson
it was ok
learnt quite a few greetings
like,
hajimemashite?
watashi wa raihanah desu
haha..
dat's da only things dat i rmbr
guess wad?
my dad asked me,
if i wanna change phone!
i told him i want da W550i
da phone is super damn nice sia
hope can trade in by dec
yessa! haha..
dat's all for now
sayonara!
2:30 PM
Monday, November 07, 2005
just came back from my grandparents hse
been there for 3 days..
help my grandmother serve da guest
cos she hurt her right arm so badly
pity her..
niwae skool's gonna start tmr
and i'm wearing baju kurung to skool
haha..
happy skooling! haha
6:00 AM
Saturday, November 05, 2005
Timetable's out already
n guess what?
i got into jap!
yippee! haha..
soon, my entries might be in jap
haha..
ok la i gtg now
going out with my bro later
byezz
3:45 PM
Thursday, November 03, 2005
Tired and sleepy
dat's what i'm feeling rite now
went to my grandma's hse to break fast
and also help her do some cooking
tmr is hari raya!!
yippee!! haha..
i gtg..need to clean up my room
argh!
niwae slamat hari raya to all muslims!