welcome.
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You'll have your heart broken and you'll break others' hearts. You'll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you'll cry because time is flying by. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you've never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. you just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone's hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, and smile until your face hurts. Don't be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back.
She.
♥ She's 21. She's full of craps.
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♥ Life is simple, just not easy.
♥ The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything they just make the most of everything that comes
along their way.
♥ You can close your eyes to things you don't
want to see, but you can't close your heart to
the things you don't want to feel.
♥ Things change, people change, and it doesn't mean you forget the past or try to cover it up. It simply means that you move on and treasure the memories. Letting go doesn't mean giving up... it means accepting that some things weren't meant to be.
♥ If today was perfect there would be no need for tomorrow.
♥ Never regret something that made you smile
♥ The only reason people hold onto memories so tight is because memories are the only things that dont change; when everybody else does.
♥ Everybody wants happiness, nobody wants pain. But you can't have a rainbow without a little rain
3:30 PM
Monday, March 27, 2006
So much things happened these past few 3 days
slept at my grandma's house on friday
on dat nite, i was sleeping alone in a room,
when i saw da wheelchair
suddenly memories of my late grandad came flooding my mind
how i used to push him using da wheelchair for dialysis
on saturday morning someone called,
my granddad's friend who just got to know dat he's gone
my grandma talked bout my grandad's last few days
oh my god..dat place really brings back loads of memories
i'm missing him so badly
it's been 40 days now
how time pass by so fast
aniwaes today all my cousins, aunties, uncles gather
it feels so good to gather
me and my cousins had photo taking session today
haha..
aite i wanna sleep already
didnt have enuff sleep yesterday nite
argh! like so lazy to work tmr
haha
3:00 PM
Wednesday, March 22, 2006
Yesterday night, he appeared in my dream again
how am i supposed to forget if this keeps on happening?
just cant seem to get out of this situation
the more you try to forget,
da more it comes haunting you
3:58 PM
Wednesday, March 15, 2006
Just when i thought i've forgotten those feelings,
it keeps haunting me in my dream
i tried to keep myself occupied
somehow, it's slowly working
gotta try my best to forget
if not now, then when?
niwaes today me and maryam meet up with alvin
went to eat at swensens and had a good talk
it feels so good after so long we never see each other
talked bout those secondary skool days
and bout mastura bte! haha..
dats a inside code i learnt today
it's for u to find out and for me to know!haha
orite me signing off!
2:30 PM
Monday, March 13, 2006
hmm..it's been a long time since i last blog
i am simply lazy..haha
today had a terrible headache
i can feel something pumping in my head
have to sleep early today
if not tmr will be another terrible day!
orite let me play maple first..haha
chaoz!