welcome.
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You'll have your heart broken and you'll break others' hearts. You'll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you'll cry because time is flying by. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you've never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. you just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone's hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, and smile until your face hurts. Don't be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back.
She.
♥ She's 21. She's full of craps.
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♥ Life is simple, just not easy.
♥ The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything they just make the most of everything that comes
along their way.
♥ You can close your eyes to things you don't
want to see, but you can't close your heart to
the things you don't want to feel.
♥ Things change, people change, and it doesn't mean you forget the past or try to cover it up. It simply means that you move on and treasure the memories. Letting go doesn't mean giving up... it means accepting that some things weren't meant to be.
♥ If today was perfect there would be no need for tomorrow.
♥ Never regret something that made you smile
♥ The only reason people hold onto memories so tight is because memories are the only things that dont change; when everybody else does.
♥ Everybody wants happiness, nobody wants pain. But you can't have a rainbow without a little rain
10:44 PM
Wednesday, May 24, 2006
Feeling very tired rite now
just came back from marina square
went to catch Da Vinci Code!
superb man!
even though it's quite complicated
haha
yesterday was a bad day
da doctor told me i just had a minor running nose and sore throat
but when i went home,
i had a high fever
39.1 degrees sey
apart from that, i had a bad headache
i slept throughout da whole day
got a test tmr
and i didnt even study today
haha
lucky i did revise few days back
hope i can remember what i studied
aite dats all for now
chaoz
1:30 PM
Tuesday, May 23, 2006
No mood to study
i'm just not up for it
am having a bad throat
and a blocked nose
and it's killing me!
argh!
i think i'm gonna sleep now
nites
1:15 PM
Sunday, May 21, 2006
I still anticipate those times
and dats bad
cos i'm supposed to forget
this proves dat i'm not progressing
but to look on da bright side,
i dun feel da same way like how i used to
i think it's slowly working
i thought everything seems to change
but some things just remain da same
2:09 PM
Saturday, May 20, 2006
Molgen test was quite easy
studied mostly on theory but calculations came out instead
aniwaes i had a major gastric earlier in da afternoon
i dunno why my stomach keeps on giving me problems
i've got 2 quiz coming up next week
maths and biomedical physics!
biomphy hard sey
haiz..
i'm not going to think bout it now
i wanna go play maple
so long never play
hehe
chaoz
2:55 PM
Thursday, May 18, 2006
There was a talk today on nanotechnology
it seems interesting to me
last time i dunno what i wanna do in future
now, i think i know what i want
i want to go into research n development
dats my aim, for now
and guess what?
one of da speaker from IBN who gave da talk,
he's freaking handsome!
i was practically enjoying his talk
hehehehe
2:42 PM
Wednesday, May 17, 2006
Bad day today
woke up early in da morning to do my circuit,
just to find dat its not working!
luckily one finally managed to work
worst of all, had a terrible gastric
and i'm fasting
da pain was unbearable
niwaes, had a dream bout my late grandad
he just died and suddenly a miracle happen
and he's still alive
dats all i can remember
da dream seems like it's just been yesterday since he left us
haiz.. miss him so bad
2:40 PM
Monday, May 15, 2006
It's easier to run
replacing this pain with something numb
but each time you appear
the memories wont escape me
been trying to walk away
but your presence becomes a barrier
there's no one to be blame but me
i played with fire
let it spread rapidly
and now i cant stop it
a big mistake
i regretted making
2:55 PM
Saturday, May 06, 2006
In da past, when i anticipate da presence of you,
you seem nowhere to be seen
now dat i hope you will disappear,
you seem to pop up in da middle of nowhere
I fall too deep inside
with a long path to get out
in dat darkness lingers da memories,
da sweetest ever dat could never be forgotten
i wish da presence of a dark light
to blind all da images of you
i wish all those memories will stop haunting me
i wish all these never got started in da first place
i wish.. i wish.. i wish..
2:30 PM
Maths quiz was super hard!
what a waste of time waking up early
in da end, still didnt know how to do
niwaes it's over
in da afternoon, had a meet up with wanting
been some time since i last saw her
we went to suntec and marina square
went to eat, had a long chat, and did some window shopping
by da time i got home, i was so tired
plus my bag was freaking heavy!
10:15 PM
Friday, May 05, 2006
Truth hurts sometimes
dats precisely why i try to avoid,just to forget
but da more i try to avoid,
da more i keep bumping into him
da world suddenly seems so small
aniwaes i'm up early in da morning
just to practice maths!
got quiz coming up later
didnt manage to revise yesterday
reached home at bout 9
after bathing, i landed on bed,
and off i go to sleep!
luckily woke up at 2am
set up alarm to study
aite gtg to skool
chaoz
1:30 PM
Thursday, May 04, 2006
So many things lingering in my mind
how things happen so fast
without you noticing it
now, there's a concrete reason why i really need to let go
no matter what, i have to accept da facts
it's time for me to forget him
it's gonna be hard
guess time will heal everything
2:27 PM
Wednesday, May 03, 2006
Sometimes i feel stupid
i'm actually still hoping for a miracle to happen
something i know will never happen
aniwaes nothing much happen today
basically just slacking
aite nothing to write also
byes
2:51 PM
Tuesday, May 02, 2006
Yesterday went to my grandma hse
and overnite there
since my newly wed uncle and auntie went to batam
i love spending time there,
even though it's just me and my grandma
one thing is becos i get to eat her cooking!
i just enjoi her food
secondly, i simply enjoi chatting with her
usually, she will talk bout my late grandad
it will bring tears to my eyes,
bringing back all da memories of him
yesterday nite, i had a dream of him
he came knocking on my door
hai..i miss him
it's already been 2 months now
how fast time flies
