welcome.
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You'll have your heart broken and you'll break others' hearts. You'll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you'll cry because time is flying by. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you've never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. you just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone's hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, and smile until your face hurts. Don't be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back.
She.
♥ She's 21. She's full of craps.
____________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________
♥ Life is simple, just not easy.
♥ The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything they just make the most of everything that comes
along their way.
♥ You can close your eyes to things you don't
want to see, but you can't close your heart to
the things you don't want to feel.
♥ Things change, people change, and it doesn't mean you forget the past or try to cover it up. It simply means that you move on and treasure the memories. Letting go doesn't mean giving up... it means accepting that some things weren't meant to be.
♥ If today was perfect there would be no need for tomorrow.
♥ Never regret something that made you smile
♥ The only reason people hold onto memories so tight is because memories are the only things that dont change; when everybody else does.
♥ Everybody wants happiness, nobody wants pain. But you can't have a rainbow without a little rain
2:09 PM
Monday, July 31, 2006
I waited a while longer
just to find out that it was a wrong move
stranded at a road to nowhere
leaves me with no choice
i'm not gonna look back
it'll only bring back memories
i'm not gonna fall anymore
it'll only bring disappointment
i've learned the hard way to never let it get that far
8:00 AM
Sunday, July 23, 2006
Me, my elder bro and anis went back to skool today
mr azman held an official opening for loyang student alumni
quite a few came though
there's one person whom i'm shocked to see
varda, the ex-head prefect from my brother's batch
haha
she was supposed to be in canada for studies
she's back here for holidays
but sadly, mr ridzuan is not there
i was hoping to see him
the only person whom i look forward to whenever i go back to skool
i miss him sey
but never mind
he says he'll set a date especially for me
haha
me, anis, varda, jacinta, my brother and his friends
we went to swensens and eat
it feels so great to gather with your old friends
and have a nice long chat
1:55 PM
Saturday, July 22, 2006
I only feel alive when i sleep at night
you keep wandering in my dreams
not once, not twice
but countless of times
even though it's not real,
it doesn't matter
it's the only place where wishes come true
i could not help but to catch glimpses of you
the more i look at you,
the more i miss those days
sometimes i badly wanted those old days to come back
will it ever?
12:00 PM
Thursday, July 20, 2006
Today i end lesson at 11.30am
first time ever medel end early
aniwaes pirates of caribbean is superb!
it's so hilarious
and not to forget, gross!
but sad thing is there's no ending
in da evening went to bugis accompany my bro
i'm watching spore idol rite now
hady mirza rocks!
what happen joakim, paul?!
aniwaes feeling tired
lazy to study
haiz
12:40 PM
Wednesday, July 19, 2006
I've got molgen quiz on friday
and there's just too much to study
and next week, there's still 2 more quiz!
argh!
aniwaes tmr i'm gonna watch pirates of caribbean
i've been waiting to catch dat show
pirates, here i come!
but for now, i've got some mugging to do
aite chaoz
1:34 PM
Friday, July 14, 2006
Is it any wonder why i'm confused?
is there something more than what i've been handed?
should i step forward?
or should i just stay where i am?
assure me if it's ok to use my heart instead of my brain
12:50 PM
Thursday, July 13, 2006
I wish to fix things back to normal
i still miss those times
but the big problem is how?
it isn't easy as it seems
after drifting too far apart for too long
but part of me wonder if i still want to end this distance
i wish i could know the directions that i take
and all the choices that i make won't end up for nothing at all
what if my choices lead me back to the same mistake i did last time?
1:06 PM
Monday, July 10, 2006
Me and mas went to junction 8
to watch da idols
but we didnt get to see them!
what a waste!
we then head to airport
and ate at popeye's
long time i never eat there
it's delicious and fulling
let me end with,
said popeye da sailorman!
chaoz
1:07 PM
Sunday, July 09, 2006
My mum didnt cook today
so went out to eat
in da afternoon, i watched this show at hallmark channel
it's called Daniel Hoffman Story
i must say it's superb!
very sad and touching story
i was like about to cry!
wakaka
let me just summarise it
it's about a boy named daniel hoffman
he shares a close relationship with his grandma
she's got diabetes and kidney failure
one day, da doctor suggest she go for kidney transplant
else, she dies
da most touching part
was dat daniel decides to give one of his kidney to her
despite having to leave his football team
a sport dat he love ever since he was young
he's afraid of losing her
so he sacrificed his future for her
how sweet of him
da part whereby daniel send her grandma for dialysis,
reminds me of my late grandad
i miss those days
when i used to send him for dialysis
memories of him keeps playing in my mind
1:48 PM
Friday, July 07, 2006
How hard it is to turn strangers into a friend
yet so easy to turn them back to strangers
i realise how much we've drift away
and all these while i've been believing
dat i'm through with you
but i was wrong
just last nite i dreamt bout you
and today somehow i bumped into you
in fact i seem to bump into you quite often
often enuff to remind me of those feelings
why is it dat,
each time i wanna run away from something
da more it'll come to me
sometimes i just wish things were back to normal
where i enjoy every moment spent
but things are so different now
will it ever be da same?
1:15 PM
Monday, July 03, 2006
That's my tigger! Isn't it cute?
1:15 PM
I'm so happy!
i got a tigger
and it's so cute!
wakaka
won it at Darul Ma'wa amal
then me and mas went to bugis
for some window shopping
i saw this top
it really catch my attention
but when i try it out it's rather small
sob sob
time to lose some weight!
wakaka!
12:13 PM
Sunday, July 02, 2006
Very tired today
woke up early in da mrng to do project at bugis
then went to meet my bro and cuzzies
today's my cuzzy birthday
da most cutest cuzzy, kamal!
his birthday party is held at changi beach
not all my cuzzies turned up though
aite i wanna post some pics
12:21 AM
5:30 PM
Saturday, July 01, 2006
Memories as sharp as daggers
piercing da flesh of today
though wounds are healed
yet scars still remain
when i saw you
there's nothing i could say
just a simple hi with a bye to it
i just dun want to be reminded of those memories
cos now dat i finally let go
i dun want to repeat those mistakes again just to fall once again
