♥ Chapters of my life..

welcome.

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You'll have your heart broken and you'll break others' hearts. You'll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you'll cry because time is flying by. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you've never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. you just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone's hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, and smile until your face hurts. Don't be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back.

She.

♥ She's 21. She's full of craps.

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♥ Life is simple, just not easy.

♥ The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything they just make the most of everything that comes along their way.

♥ You can close your eyes to things you don't want to see, but you can't close your heart to the things you don't want to feel.

♥ Things change, people change, and it doesn't mean you forget the past or try to cover it up. It simply means that you move on and treasure the memories. Letting go doesn't mean giving up... it means accepting that some things weren't meant to be.

♥ If today was perfect there would be no need for tomorrow.

♥ Never regret something that made you smile

♥ The only reason people hold onto memories so tight is because memories are the only things that dont change; when everybody else does.

♥ Everybody wants happiness, nobody wants pain. But you can't have a rainbow without a little rain

9:08 PM

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

It's been very tiring working 5 days in a row

well that was my first time

colleague got an MC and boss changed my schedule

the past 5 days was like hell

you see i've been having shoulder aches

and my chest pains is back

i dunno.. i just get so tired

today i woke up at 11am

and i could still sleep in the afternoon

i worked 2 mornings and 3 nights

the past 3 nights, i've been doing mistakes

and it just scares the shit out of me

one night, i thought my sales didnt tally

but turns out i counted wrongly

i lost a mastercard receipt,

and yesterday a passenger asked for a refund

she showed me a letter stating that Brisbane International Airport did not allow the cut flowers to go through

so i called boss and refund her another box

my mistake was that i just kept her receipt and not the letter

well, i didnt know

hope boss won't scold me for that

now that terminal 1 shop is closed for the time being,

there's more staff in my shop

one thing i hate bout working,

is that there's always politics

they complain here, complain there

this person talk bout the other person

and the other person talks bout this person

one of my colleague said this,

"I think boss is not happy with me. You see my schedule and yours. I'm not comparing ah but you see. I work very little."

well isn't she comparing?

but what can i do

it's not me planning the schedule

sometimes i feel that they might talk bout me getting to work more

it makes me feel so guilty